It's interesting tho, because at 18 years old I was told I would never have children. I was diagnosed with premature ovarian failure and sent home with a prescription for the same hormones that my Grandma was taking! Let's just say I was not taking those pills and I really wasn't concerned because I wasn't trying to have babies back then anyway. I also didn't put my faith in what the "doctors" said. I went about my life knowing there is a force in control of it all, much more powerful than them.
What do I mean when I say "I stay pregnant!" Let me explain: It means I stay full. Belly full up of ideas, dreams and aspirations. I conceive ideas, receive downloads and birth them into the world. My projects are my babies and I have plenty of them. Some have been here for a while, some will be born this year, and some will be born in years to come, Jah willing. It's my responsibility to nurture the seeds and hold them safe in my womb until it's their time to come forth.
I love all my babies! In this moment, the little green ones have stolen my heart the most. You see with them it's a beautiful relationship. I as MamaEarth and the Big MamaEarth we work hand in hand to make sure that these little sprouts grow strong and tall. We can't do it without PapaSun and GranddaddyRain tho! We all make sure that they have the proper nourishment, so when the time comes for them to leave the nest, they will be a great benefit to all they encounter. They are such little healers let me tell you! I'll be nurturing these babies for as long as life last. And they will be nurturing me!
The most difficult birth of all was my own! Oh yea, I had to be born again. There was no way that I could make it in this world without a rebirth. The labor was long and painful. It was dark at times too. I had to face myself (my fears), I had to go into my shadows, I had to surrender. Once I surrendered, the pain began to subside and I began to see the light and move closer to it. And then one day my waters broke and I allowed those waters to flow. I knew it was holy water, and I came home. From time to time, I still have birthing pains. It's nothing like how it was then and so I keep walking. If I stumble, I just get up, brush myself off and keep walking. This baby ain't turning back. I'm just getting started y'all!
I do have a newborn that I've birthed into the world, The Mystic Roots Secret Supper Club. She's a sweet newbie and I look forward to watching her grow. I've got big plans for her. I spoke about my food babies and my love for them on my last blog. If you haven't read it, please check it out at this link. And to join me as I welcome this new baby home, click here. We'd love to have you! As far as my physical babies are concerned, well, The Most High is in control. And we shall be a vessel of love ready to receive the blessings in due time.
In the meantime between time, we'll keep the garden of our mind fertile and open to receive the organic ancestral seeds being sown. And who knows, I'll probably be pregnant again next week! Peace and Love family!